She Loved him, Then
by Janice Wood
She loved him , then
They talked as lovers often do—
soft and cooingly, touching and gently,
about dreams, about plans for the future,
sharing ideas and thoughts shared with no one else…,
scenarios for the future and in the event of…
She spoke of desires, and knowing
a feeling of having been with someone for
forty , or fifty years, and what it would be like.
He mentioned his desire for the finality of his life.
Cremation and her task in sending him on his way.
Of having his ashes fill the air
and spreading out over the waters of the tri-rivers’ neck
She loved him, then.
On what would have been their tenth anniversary,
someone mailed his ashes to her.
He never made any changes.
They only lasted three years.
Infidelity, over and over.
Instead, she flushed the toilet….